sshhh... i have a secret

i keep complicating my life by doing erratic things i don't have to do.

i am filled with a lot of secrets already, some worth mentioning, most worth forgetting.

thinking about it though, i can't believe how good a keeper i am at my own secrets.

my secrets are not just the typical secrets people have. my secrets are deep, dark, and grave. my secrets are happy. my secrets are love. my secrets cannot be fathomed by those who know me.

it'd just kill them.